不用深蓝
只比清晨稍多一抹淡淡的蓝
只比清晨稍多一抹淡淡的蓝
翻开来看。Open it and look.
我是孔灵犀，也叫 Gaius。这本子里记的是我同时在做的几件事：写诗，做新闻，研究化工供应商，教占星，整理留学情报。它们在生活里交错，也在这里并排。I’m Lingxi Kong, also called Gaius. This notebook holds the different things I do: writing poetry, publishing news, researching chemical suppliers, teaching astrology, and making sense of education and admissions. They overlap in my life, and sit side by side here.
眼下：法学院三年级。At the moment: third year of law school.
还有一些页，正在慢慢写。Some pages are still being written.
来信请寄Write to [email protected]
第 1 页 · 自序PAGE 1 · Preface
有些答案，
要活出来。Some answers
have to be lived.
有些话，写成诗以后才说得清；有些念头，要放进现实里才知道分量。
我在不同的领域里做事，也在文字里与自己相遇——我的问题，有时交给语言，有时交给行动。
我把写过的文字、认真做的事和还没想明白的问题，收在这里。
来都来了，坐一会儿。翻几页，也留一句。
Some things become clear only after they find a poem. Some ideas have to meet the world before I know their weight.
I work in different fields and meet myself again in writing—my questions sometimes go to language, sometimes to action.
Here are the words I have written, the work I care about, and the questions I am still thinking through.
Since you are here, stay a little. Turn a few pages. Leave a line.
先翻几页，再认识我。A few pages first. Then, an introduction.
第 2 页 · 茉莉花PAGE 2 · News
茉莉花新闻网Molihua
我的新闻与公共表达平台。有些话值得说给更多人听，这是我说话的地方。
My platform for news and public expression. Some things deserve to be said where more people can hear them.
文字也会走到公共生活里。Writing has a public life, too.
第 3 页 · 化工寻源PAGE 3 · Sourcing
4D Sourcing4D Sourcing
为海外买家研究中国化工供应商：发现、寻源、尽职调查。把资料和证据整理成可核对、可行动的判断。
Researching Chinese chemical suppliers for overseas buyers: discovery, sourcing, and due diligence. Turning information and evidence into decisions that can be checked and acted on.
把想法放到现实里，就得认真对待每一条证据。An idea in the real world has to answer to evidence.
第 4 页 · 占星PAGE 4 · Astrology
纽约占星学院Astrology, studied and taught
占星的研究与教学，连接着我对命运、意识和时间的思考。
Research and teaching in astrology, connected with my interest in fate, consciousness, and time.
关于时间，也关于我们如何理解自己。About time, and how we understand ourselves.
第 5 页 · 留学PAGE 5 · Education
留学情报局LIA · Education and admissions
教育研究与留学申请信息。把零散的消息，整理成能用的情报。
Education research and admissions information. Making scattered information useful for the decisions ahead.
远方，往往从一个具体的问题开始。A distant place often begins with a practical question.
第 6 页 · 法学院PAGE 6 · Law school
法学院，第三年。Law school, third year.
这是正在进行的一章。
完成学业并取得律师执业资格后，我会在这里介绍法律工作，并另设律所网站。
A chapter in progress.
After completing my studies and gaining admission to the bar, I plan to introduce my legal work here, with a separate website for the law office.
3L
3L · 还在写的这一页。3L · A page still being written.
第 7 页 · 想法PAGE 7 · Thoughts
一直在想的事。Questions I return to.
意识、自由意志、业力与个人成长，是我持续思考和写作的主题。更早的英文写作，也与古典学有关。
Consciousness, free will, karma, and personal growth are recurring subjects in my thinking and writing. Earlier English writing also reaches into the classics.
有些问题，暂时留白也好。Some questions can keep their open space.
第 8 页 · 旁页PAGE 8 · Aside
还有一些旁页。A few other pages.
OrderGround 是我的另一个寻源与贸易站点。如今更投入的是 4D Sourcing，这一页依然留着。
OrderGround is another sourcing and trade site of mine. Most of that work now goes into 4D Sourcing; this page is still here.
一本笔记本，可以容得下不同的来路。A notebook has room for more than one beginning.
桌上还有几张纸 · 选读A FEW LOOSE PAGES · SELECTED WRITING
For I would not dare
if I did not care.
if I did not care.
再翻几页A few more pages
全部文字 →All writing →-
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