只比清晨稍多一抹淡淡的蓝
活出来的就是答案。The answer is in the living.
我在不同的领域里做事,也在文字里与自己相遇——我的问题,有时交给行动,有时交给语言。而有些话语,写成诗以后才说得清;有些念头,放进现实里才知道分量。
我把写过的文字、认真做的事和还没想明白的问题都收在这里。
来了请坐一会儿,翻几页或留一句。
I work in different fields and meet myself again in writing—my questions sometimes go to action, sometimes to language. And some words become clear only in poetry; some ideas reveal their weight only when put into practice.
I keep the words I have written, the work I have taken seriously, and the questions I am still thinking through here.
Now that you’re here, stay a while, turn a few pages, or leave a line.
眼下:法学院三年级。At the moment: third year of law school.
还有一些页,正在慢慢写。Some pages are still being written.
来信请寄Write to [email protected]
第 1 页 · 自序PAGE 1 · Preface
我的几种笔迹The different hands of my life
我是孔灵犀,也叫 Gaius;在哥伦比亚大学学习古典学与新闻时养成的追问,把我带向许多看似相隔甚远的地方:公共事务里未被听见的声音,商业文件中尚待核实的承诺,星盘与古老思想对人生的解释,以及一个普通人面对制度时,究竟还能怎样争取自己的权利。
我创办茉莉花新闻网,研究中国化工供应链,教占星,也把留学资料和工具向所有人开放,如今读到法学院三年级,又带着现实中的求助,继续学习怎样把事实、证据、规则与程序接在一起;诗歌则保留了这些工作之外,或深藏其中的另一种笔迹,让语言触及那些尚不能完整说明的经验。事情各有尺度,人却始终是同一个:我在意认识世界时有多少诚实,也在意一个人的认识,最终能为自己和别人承担多少现实的分量。
I’m Lingxi Kong, also called Gaius; studying classics and journalism at Columbia taught me to follow questions into distant territories: unheard voices, unverified commercial promises, astrology’s accounts of experience, and the means by which someone can assert a right before an institution.
I founded Molihua, research China’s chemical supply chains, teach astrology, and make admissions tools freely available; now, in my third year of law school, I bring people’s requests for help to the study of facts, evidence, rules, and procedure. Poetry leaves another handwriting across these pursuits, reaching experiences I cannot yet explain. Each undertaking has its standards; I remain concerned with the honesty of what I understand, and with what that understanding can carry into life for others and myself.
第 2 页 · 新闻PAGE 2 · News
茉莉花新闻网Molihua
新闻越来越多,读者却未必更接近事实:一则消息被反复转载,仍可能只有同一个源头,而报道、评论与立场的混杂,又使迅速形成的判断失去可以检验的依据;我创办茉莉花新闻网,就是要在这样的信息环境中,把原始出处、相互印证的材料与必要背景接在一起,说明哪些已经确认、哪些仍有争议,使读者能够知道自己为何相信,也有条件重新判断。
在纽约求学时,我曾参与组织不同立场的人讨论西藏问题,并于2008年采访达赖喇嘛,这些经历让我持续关心那些容易被立场遮蔽的人与处境;因此,茉莉花把新闻汇集、综合报道与公共讨论放在同一平台,要求事实与观察分别交代、缺失与更正可以追溯,让资讯自由与独立思考,成为人们理解公共事务、讨论权利并制约权力的实际条件。
More news need not bring readers closer to the facts: a repeated claim may have only one source, while reporting, commentary, and political positions become difficult to separate. I founded Molihua to connect original sources, corroborating material, and context, identifying what is confirmed and disputed so readers can examine their judgments.
In New York, I helped organize a discussion on Tibet across different positions, and interviewed the Dalai Lama in 2008; those experiences kept my attention on people obscured by competing arguments. Molihua combines aggregation, synthesized reporting, and public discussion, distinguishing facts from observation and making gaps and corrections traceable, so access to information and independent thought can sustain public understanding and scrutiny of power.
第 3 页 · 外贸PAGE 3 · Trade
4D Sourcing4D Sourcing
海外买家面对中国供应链时,公司介绍、证书与报价往往仍不足以说明谁真正生产、质量与产能能核实到什么程度,以及付款之后由谁履行承诺;4D Sourcing从中国化工供应商的发现与筛选,深入企业与生产关系、技术文件、质量合规及风险资料的研究,把分散的信息整理为有出处、有条件的交易判断,并区分供应商自己的说法与已经核实的内容,让价格之外的取舍与疑问也进入买家的视野。
这份工作还延伸到更广泛的产品寻源与实现:从需求说明、成本假设、供应商与付款路径,到样品确认、生产条件、检验与交付,把一个想法推进为责任清楚、记录可核对的执行过程;新闻训练留下的追问,在这里关系到别人如何安排资金、接受风险并作出承诺,因此,一份研究必须能够说明它知道什么、依据什么,以及哪些条件仍待确认。
A supplier’s presentation, certificates, and quotation may leave an overseas buyer unsure who manufactures, what can be verified, and who performs after payment. 4D Sourcing researches Chinese chemical suppliers through screening, production relationships, technical documents, quality, compliance, and risk; its findings distinguish suppliers’ claims from verified material, with sources and conditions that let buyers weigh more than price.
The work extends to product sourcing and realization, connecting specifications, costs, suppliers, and payment routes with samples, production, inspection, and delivery, so an idea becomes a process with clear responsibilities and checkable records. Journalism’s questioning habit now informs decisions about other people’s money and commitments; research must explain what it knows, on what grounds, and what still awaits confirmation.
第 4 页 · 占星PAGE 4 · Astrology
纽约占星学院New York Astrology School
宽泛的性格描述与吉凶标签,很难解释相近生时为何有不同人生,也难以把判断落实到具体领域与事件时间;八字、紫微斗数各有格局与趋势的分析方法,流行的心理取向西方占星则多围绕人格与主观经验,而纽约占星学院把研究推进到生时细分、人生领域的分盘、行星状态与力量、运程和应期的交叉分析,使一个判断必须交代所用结构、触发条件与出生时间的可靠程度。
我以吠陀占星的帕拉夏拉与杰米尼体系为主要教学脉络,将主盘、分盘、星态、运程与生时校正整理成相互参照的中文课程,同时把业力、自由意志、意识与无常的文章纳入其中:因为推演一个人将会经历什么,还必须面对他如何经历、如何回应,以及觉察与行动怎样参与内在的成长;古典学、佛学、诗歌与个人经验由此进入同一处研究,让技法有可以追溯的前提,也让认识能够回到生活。
Broad character descriptions leave questions about distinct lives and event timing unanswered. Bazi and Zi Wei Dou Shu have their pattern methods, while popular psychologically oriented Western astrology emphasizes personality; our curriculum pursues finer birth-time distinctions, divisional charts, planetary conditions and strength, periods, and timing, requiring interpretations to explain their premises.
I connect Parashara and Jaimini approaches within Vedic astrology in Chinese courses covering natal and divisional charts, planetary states, periods, and rectification, alongside writing on karma, free will, consciousness, and impermanence: interpreting what someone may experience also asks how they respond, and how awareness and action participate in growth. Classics, Buddhist thought, poetry, and experience bring that inquiry back into life.
第 5 页 · 留学PAGE 5 · Education
留学情报局LIA · Education and admissions
留学机构常以名校资源、专业经验与成功案例证明自己的价值,申请者却仍须弄清哪些学校和专业适合自己、费用怎样计算、条件与截止日期在哪里核对;我创建留学情报局,将院校与学科资料、专业及STEM查询、选校与院校对比、截止日历、申请时间线、费用计算、GPA换算和DIY指南免费开放,让学生与家庭无需先购买咨询,也能把一个出国的愿望推进为可以自行研究、比较与安排的计划。
资料能否支持选择,取决于它属于哪一年度、采用什么口径、依据校方的哪个页面,因此我要求尽可能交代出处与时间,区分已公布的事实、整理所得的结果与仍待核对的缺口,让错误有机会被发现和更正;在哥伦比亚大学学习古典学与新闻所留下的教育关切,也由此落实为人人可用的研究条件,使准备出发的人能够解释为何选择一所学校,并理解自己将为怎样的生活投入时间与成本。
Admissions agencies promote connections and success stories; applicants need suitable programs, reliable costs, and checkable requirements and deadlines. I created LIA to make school and subject information, program and STEM searches, college comparisons, deadline calendars, timelines, cost and GPA calculators, and DIY guides freely available, so families can research their plans without first buying advice.
A decision depends on the year, definitions, and institutional source behind a figure; I therefore require sources and dates wherever possible, distinctions between published facts, derived results, and gaps, and opportunities to correct errors. Studying classics and journalism at Columbia informs this commitment to accessible educational research, so applicants can explain their choices and understand where they are investing their lives.
第 6 页 · 法律PAGE 6 · Law
法学院.律所Law school · Law office
一个人受到伤害,却因语言、费用、时效或程序而找不到愿意接手的律师时,法律承诺的权利便与实际能够获得的救济拉开了距离;我走向法律,始于陪父母前往长者活动中心时,替不熟悉英语的长者与新移民读信、打电话,继而在他们自行诉讼的过程中协助核对事实、检索资料与整理文书,并不断追问:一件看似无法继续的事情,是否仍有未被审视的事实、不同的请求依据,或值得重新研究的程序条件。
父亲从小同我谈民主与法治,年少时因公共表达而失去自由的经历,又使我始终关心一个人面对权力与制度时能否保有尊严、得到回应;如今在法学院读第三年,我把新闻与社区协助中遇到的问题,带进事实、证据、规则和程序的训练,为完成学业、取得执业资格后的法律工作作准备,要求自己把风险讲清、把选择放回求助者的处境,使一份关切能够成为有根据、经得起检验的主张;未来的律所另有网站,这里记下我为何走来。
Language, cost, limitation periods, and procedure can separate a promised right from an available remedy. My path toward law began at the senior center I visited with my parents, reading letters and making calls for older people and immigrants, then helping people representing themselves with facts, research, and documents; apparently closed matters prompted questions about unexamined facts, possible claims, and procedural conditions.
My father’s discussions of democracy and law, and a loss of liberty connected to public expression when I was young, made dignity before power personal. Now in my third year of law school, I connect those experiences with training in facts, evidence, rules, and procedure, preparing for work after graduation and bar admission. A future law office will have its own website; here I record why I took this path.
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只比清晨稍多一抹淡淡的蓝
if I did not care.
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